i hate the situation lidat. i hate it for a couple of reasons. im trying my best to restraint etc. and i had done so. to a pretty good extent. he finds that im still bugging her. why doesn't he get the point that we are not just ordinary friends. like seriously??? im treating her the same as i had before it happened. well, pretty much similar as far as i can remember. with subtle differences like not speaking to her in front of him, nor close contacts etc. seriously, that sucks. i hate feeling concern yet ALSO SUPPRESSING CONCERN? thats total bullshit. like wut sia, she looks down, normally i would just ask are you okay that kinda thing. but now wut, mouthing words, sms? WTF. literally. if i let my hurt etc speak, she would be hearing all the reasons why not to. after all, im stuck between in the middle of two situations now. within and externally. and they don't even know the entire story. LOL. and he says.........your style, is fucking pissing me off. im WARNING you, draw a CLEAR line. not speaking normally in front of him is Considered weird alr for the both of us. dam it lar. this is not annoying, its a pain in the neck. his a pain in the neck.
and those that can read this, PLEASE keep this to yourself.... For obvious reasons.
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