its still better to keep everything to yourself. and only a very very very very small group of people

seriously today... i heard my mum and my grandma talk with my two great aunts about an uncle.... wans to invest in the diamond trading crap in south africa..... kinda retarded. poured money into the sea lidat, got scammed tons..... and blame mother. that is the kind of scenario in which i would do wad i wrote in facebook yesterday. this kind of people need a really gd slapping to wake up and really become mature in their thinking and not like a child, blame everyone but not themselves.

its TIMES LIKE theses...... .AGAIN.

sometimes i feel that... they are probably the group of people that i can get along with extremely well.... on other days they are total strangers to me. next time when im organising something, just throw me a straight answer like...... i WANT out. not something like but we had alr done something similar. it appreciated. and i would give the same kinda of answer.

today

badminton, gym, badminton, eat, pool, gym, psping. that was how my day went. suprising no muscle aches YET. tmw gg. hais.. im bored. and i need to start on the new t. can't believe i haven't started. okay.... start now! JYJYJY

what it means to be a leader.

today some agl blasted at us........cause zoe had an asthma attack. i wonder wad is her problem. bad attitude, bad leadership skills. a leader is supposed to lead by example, learn by comments and observations blah blah blah i can list a long list. after all, i was once a leader too. a bad one though. anyways......i burnt. today i got so bored of more than words i just day dreamed off.like man.... repeat repeat repeat and repeat. at least give us a little break here and there? boring day tmw gonna badminton from 10-1! then gym.(:

brothers and sisters fight.

and i seriously do not like her tone to me. 'its not your practise u huh for wad?'i'll say u dunno why i huh then u just shut up and don't utter a single word lar.

brothers and sisters do fight. or rather disagree with each other, get annoyed with each other blah blah blah. some people do annoy me, and i know i do annoy people. well, don't judge. thats wad Our father told us to do and its high time i did it. we are spoilt. us singaporeans. its high time we get outta of our comfort zone and go someone ural to live.

its the small little things.

i went nuts trying to find my ic to photocopy for my overseas trip... then i came across this little blue badge with a letter k on it.....and i don't recall who gave it to me.....

we

overseas camp was....... an eye opener. like i had never been to somewhere that run down? and im certainly spoilt.

okay..... lets go back to day 1.....i reached sch exactly at 630....... and i was complaining about the timing..... we took 30 mins to reach tanah merah terminal..... then we walked in a muddy path, did boom netting? which is more or less is jump from the third level of a fishing trailer into a net. okay okay.... it was quite alright actually. maybe i was kinda scared of jumping but jumped anyway. lol did it 4 times and well.... it was thrilling. LOL. then pitched a tent. more like i slacked and watched the others pitch a tent. i then went looking for firewood, and wow i saw the toliets i went WOW!Lol literally a tent where u can shit in, and guys just anyhow urinate whereas girls dug a hole and x marks the spot. we cooked maggie under the helpful lighting of torchlights and a few random light bulbs powered by a small little generator and a kerosene lamp... my the fire was super comfortable. couldn't slp at all. the sand was uneven, my back hurted like ....... and i changed positions tons of times. the beach was nice, the sea was nice the sun rise and sun set were nice and the STARS Were nice. lol.

day 2. pt was like nuts..... then i kayaked quite a bit. the water was shallow was kayaking on the two seater. i wanna 1 sitter again! (: its nice nice nice. shoulder aches today but still.... nice! LOL
then rained, so no flying fox. heng? i dunno kinda scary?but i prob still go try de. lol. okay... im scared of heights still lol.next up.... games. lol. the ula's staff games were serious brain teasers. i still don't get a game and i dunno how to get past it. lol. ren wei's we take neoprints was FUNNY! LOL.but i think some people are horrendous in making the sgls go over and over and over and over again. they come to me i just make it super easy for them. then....... campfire shouted a little? or rather when i needed to and the making of mascots..... i torch light holder only -.- cheers and skits were gd. lol

day3 ....which is today. woke up did nothing ate alot of bf and lunch, ate maggie for dinner. and....did 50 push ups b4 i fell out. wrist no longer hurts thank goodness then still got nothing actually. lol just pack up and clean up and lots of talk here and there and photos and speeches blah blah blah that i also can give actually. overall the people were nice... great..... splendid lol.

got super pissed off. taxi stand full of people no taxi.... then i just walked in, dropped my phone and all the things are like crap... hais. wasted a sat yesterday and my gpa is 2.7 =.= need to mug next sem no more com and this and tt. cats a, maths b+, mbio c+, ipc c, physio b. okays......hais

nice day.... nice company...... nice wait.(:

well. today was ......... how to say it. lol. a waiter again? but the spinella's was great. lol. oh wait! i nearly forgot about the trip to cold storage and guardian. lol. but i couldn't stand a bro's talk bout someone chaing gfs. asking when do u wan to change ur gf? its like he is asking when are u changing ur clothes? wadtheheck??? well enough of the bad stuff. well talked about the poly forum.......and tessa's malaysia camp, and the modeled speelling mistake. or isit just american spelling? no idea. anyway its was a great day.

sianz. this is screwed. shouldn't had tried singing anymore. in fact i doubt i would ever sing again after this. i can't sing for nuts. this is total fked up. like wad the bloody hell lar. how in the world did i get into choir in the first place. lol. another of the screwed up things that happened in my life. singing.-.-

okay... im bored

saying i love you,
its not the words i wan to hear from you.
its not that i want you, not to say but if u only knew.
how easy, it would be to show me how you feel, more than words,
its all you have to do to make it real,
then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
cause i already know.

im bored. bored to the extent of typing out this dam song that im singing for a performance. and its a duet -.- maybe to be specific, a trio-duet. 3 pairs of people singing different parts.

hmm... cycled to sch yesterday. quite interesting for a change. quite challanging at 1 point not to ram into a tree, and yeah... im still bored. after 3 hrs.... ive watched 200 pounds beauty again, cars and the golden compass. of course, skipped some parts. yawn8 im bored.

surreal, serenity

the soft crunching of the gravel beneath the pair of feet.
the whispers from the insects carried upon the wind.
the captured images upon the tranquil waters.