a sister wrote this on her blog.
-I don't need you to care.
Seriously. Because you are just pitying me, you feel that i have no one to turn to.

it got me to think. when was the last time i pitied someone? i think last year during the sichuan earthquake. when those pictures came out, i pitied them. in a sense i only pity those people i do not know. those people around me however, i never pity them. NEVER. i care. ive know some people who i dislike, but i still care about them. but some people, i care alot more about would be the usual 4 groups. pri sch clique, sec sch clique , churchies, and people i know who are in need of help. thats who i am, thats who i want to remain. someone who cares and tries to help even if nobody appreciates. im glad that i know someone like me, a sister in church. i like talking to her, and her blog posts are pretty inspirational. thats why were are here for each other. to help each other on in the race, to help each other in the run, to help each other up when we fall down, to have fun and happy times together.

i try and try. but when theres too many things, i tend to neglect people and not talk so much to u. i treasure people. but sometimes it seems like i don't. but deep down, i still worry for ur well being etc. stay happy and safe sister.