hmm. first one attracted me due to looks? second one attracted me due to character? third one a mix of both? hmm.... i think the environment is really affecting me. so its time for me to plant my feet in the concrete. and be who i am supposed to be, and not the clay for other people to mold, but rather for Him alone to mold.

i must also keep this in mind, that i would NOT neglect anyone due to a newer person. i would take it into my stride and walk with that additional friend. and not drop any and continue walking, taking and dropping them like theres no tmw.