i think i seriously overreacted last night. nothings gonna happen if i don't do anythin stupid.. i prob was a little afraid since i had no idea what to do, now i have an idea what not to do,and im not gonna do anything but eradicate those things. lol. why do i even wan to compete aganist a bro? why do i even wan to compete with someone when they are both happy together? i shouldn't and anyway its only a crush. even its not one i would still do the same. better me than the rest.
lol. such an irony. just a few months ago i was saying, don't get into a bgr at this age, its not healthy. people change and who knows what would happen? so yup. keep that mentality. feelings can be supressed!
i would tide over this and my other problems, cause i know this within. that God would give what is best for us and that he would give us strength and not let us fall. i think i know what this is telling me to do, which is to continue pursing his word diligently.
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