serenity

ahhh lesson was boring AND today was pledge of silence! -.- i forgot i couldn't speak! i answered a prank call from ren wei -.- and i ran about finding canteen 5 to help kim get her bag from ain..... turns out that i got the correct place....just didn't see aiin... nor did she see moi.... then..... i went and watched iron man... then i went to finish my case grader and csed till 4. then went up and talked with bingxin, renee , ren wei and kim. lol. she was showing her yearbook around. could recognise kim and muni like immediatly lol. like only slight changes. okay... then had an experience of an lsct society talk. from the sgl's sec sch.... to our pri sch..... to some i dunno what topic.... i thought i had offended some people AGAIN.......turns out both arn't. gd.

good friend. define a good friend. i don't think i am. in fact i think i suck as a friend. this crap that crap. polys starting to get quite crappy. yet it is still so much more fun than sec sch. in fact, much more delightable.


how often do u feel not at ease? often? once in a blue moon? like a star on the starry sky, one speck outta the many, blazing in its own time, at his own pace, at peace.
been queasy for 3 wks running now.... spurts of loneliness and weird crap.