this holidays sucked. i to be honest, hoped for some quiet companionship. got that in one outta 14 days. there are few things that i enjoy more than companionship. i guess that was one of the things that i liked about landp. lol. i guess im just lonely. zzzzzzzzzz=.=

yeah sure, going out with friends was great. in fact more than great. it was outta the world. anna, van and soon had opened new perspectives for me to understand and comphrehend. its increasingly enjoyable to be normal again. no more liking. thats stupid. poly only. what do we know? like seriously. why bother emoing and moping over one person? lol. we still have 60 years laid out infront of us. thats kinda a waste right? well, always look on the good side of life! haha! we have the Lord. so whats there to fear? hahaha not ghosts, not life not anything! hahaha!