the summer, the winter.

one frigid evening, all alone on the road. one frigid morning all alone on pavement. one frigid night, all alone in a box. one frigid night, all alone in the dirt. one frigid night........

man. im tired. im tired of this crappy existance, im tired of this wearyness, im tired of this world with its human induced politics, im sick of feeling all alone all the time, i am uber sick of people talking about me behind my back, just freaking tell me whats the prob, im tired and worn out and burnt out outside and within and im freaking tired of life. 12 years of constant battles, minus around some months of carefreeness.

ive been in the winter for 12 long years, with a deary ache within me that has been fluctuating all the time.