lol. time after time, it always seems like..... me planning for other people's birthdays and other stuff here and there.... even though quite often nothing comes out of fruitation. lol. and its always the same, isn't it? year after year i hope for something. lol. and year after year is the same thing.no differences. last year was the first time i got a birthday present. besides the pri sch parties that my parents were so fond of throwing. like literally? lol. ive learnt not to give a damm, if not won't it be just one word? dissapointing. birthdays..... why even do i look forward to mine anyway? its not like its the day whence im the happiest or what. its not even like lifes great and all that crap. its just plain crappy shit.
its like im drifting away from them. its like.....
and, im so gonna get rid of those feelings by tomorrow. its like a result of influences?? plus attraction. -.- yeah yeah. i know. what a fool i am.
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