inference.

well, i was having a chat with jia jia just now, and i said, i believe in this, that if shes happy, i would be happy as well, at least i would be content. and also, if well, better friends that nothing right? use the time to know each other better. that would be so much better spent. though not only her, but friends in general. a close friend is a valuable treasure. don't build up your treasures on earth the bible says. but they are more like my brothers and sisters (: man..... so long never ate with the churchies alr! this sat. (: bros and sister's catch up i hope! (: (;


end of sns yesterday....... somehow the things i can remember are playing computers, kim shouting at us, elvina shouting at us, the quarrels that all of us have, zoe having asthma attack, and finding out on the last rehearsal at the lt that daneal is inside the dancez. that agl shouting at us like crap and....... watching grp 2 perform like over and over and over again, the dry runs, the time wasted in lt 26 blah blah blah.

BUT the bonds that we crafted, chiseled with great care, the times that we shared together, the foundations that won't be shaken. lol. the chers were wow.... icck is also brilliant!


yet...... yesterday after the thing, i went out, look left, look right, all the cliques had reformed. i just took a drink and went off to a corner to emo.. lol.



and i told her yesterday. lol. kinda retarded. falling for someone that i know that its impossible. but nonetheless, shes a very nice girl.