im sick of alot of things. i can't wait to move out, for one. i can't wait for this life to end, for another. trials after another. i guess its time i stop avoiding them. just face and the bleeding knock them over, one after another. it happens one after another. when would i bleeding learn? i hate it. i also hate the fact that kinship and friendship are most important to me. curse that thrice-accursed fact. time after time, its just all these nonsensical crap happening that wears and tears me apart. enough enough enough. i hate their reactions.