dunno why i blew my top and shouted at you virtually. once a friend told me, that when people gets distanced btw them (improper el but u get the idea? hopefully u do), they use shouting to communicate. like now.... i no longer understand you like i used to. everything you do seems.... like very distant alr. like we two had become two strangers alr. lolololol...... i wish there are other topics besides the crappy bgrs that we can talk about. hais. but oh wells. life sucks, and some things would never be the same again. just like my friendship with qy, its different alr. or at least it seems different. i hope it changes soon..... i hope i stay normal. i Have no bleeding idea... HOW THE HECK DID I LOSE CONTROL =.= WHATTHESHIT?!?! i was like dam high? like at the top of the world on sun. =.= kannasai =.= XP sorry about today ehh.