i m not you, i cant control what u want to feel. since u say u feeling dam bored. (i suppose nobody like the bored feeling) ask yourself, why do u feel bored? cause you have nothing to do? (if so, then find something to do, there is like many things u can help right?) or cause you have no interest in society? (if so, ask yourself, WHY DO YOU EVEN JOIN THIS CCA IN THE FRIST PLACE? is it because of friends or purely u want to run this thing call FOC?)
and you call flag painting a stupid stuff. imagine a camp without a flag. and is not a boring job, because most ppl had fun painting. and is just YOU sitting at one corner emo-ing we dont have time to sit down n talk to u n ask u if anything is wrong. cause we have our own flag to paint, we have our own stuff to do.
drag pearle into the picture cause do you realised this? do you realised tat u rather spend time with her than in society? do you realised that pearle seems to be part of your life now? i m not you, and i dont know how u think but the thing i m sure of is, i know what i see n hear and i believe in what i see n hear. which is, you spending more time with pearle (more fun with her, than with us)
for your second question. yes, for me personally, i m VERY tired of those politics but this is reality, this is the world when there is people, there will be conflicts n there will be politics you cant escape from it. maybe we all grew up in a shelter environment, but look, this is how the world is. can u tell me where on earth can u find a place, or a group of people without conflicts? no right? even in a family, or even between two person, there will surely have conflicts. and what do you do with them? just because you are tired from all the crappy politics and you escape from it? you choose to run away?? NO, this is not the right way to do things. you think running away )not coming for practice n training) will help to improve on the situation. think about it, does it help, or does it do more harm?
your third question, stopped and asked why are people leaving society. i can truthfully tell you that i did. since the sns peroiod, till now, constantly thinking about this question. and i will always go back to this point. it takes two hand to clap. those ppl that quit are often those MIA ppl, and because they are MIA, they dont spend much time with the usual gang of ppl. so we not so close to them. and as a result, they feel like extras, n they want to quit? (this could just be one reason) some ppl quit cause they have other more important commitment
for me, i personally have the thought of quiting too, my reason for quiting is cause, i m tired of the conflicts.
but in my opinion, quiting wont solve any prob. and FOC is just what less than 10 days away. u want to quit and waste ur entire year of training? (maybe not the whole year since u also dont always go training)
your heart is not here, then with who? pearle? well, ask ur heart, what do u really expect to get from this cca? for me, is really to run FOC and make changes to our ppl life, just like how FOC09/10 changed my life.(main reason why i join) and now, the reason why i stay on is cause of all the gls. we had endure so many trainings, sns, oda, otc, trail camp, training camp. spend so much time with u all.
i m not you, i cant control what u want to feel. since u say u feeling dam bored. (i suppose nobody like the bored feeling)
ReplyDeleteask yourself, why do u feel bored?
cause you have nothing to do?
(if so, then find something to do, there is like many things u can help right?)
or cause you have no interest in society?
(if so, ask yourself, WHY DO YOU EVEN JOIN THIS CCA IN THE FRIST PLACE? is it because of friends or purely u want to run this thing call FOC?)
and you call flag painting a stupid stuff. imagine a camp without a flag. and is not a boring job, because most ppl had fun painting. and is just YOU sitting at one corner emo-ing
we dont have time to sit down n talk to u n ask u if anything is wrong. cause we have our own flag to paint, we have our own stuff to do.
drag pearle into the picture cause
do you realised this? do you realised tat u rather spend time with her than in society?
do you realised that pearle seems to be part of your life now?
i m not you, and i dont know how u think
but the thing i m sure of is, i know what i see n hear
and i believe in what i see n hear. which is, you spending more time with pearle (more fun with her, than with us)
for your second question. yes, for me personally, i m VERY tired of those politics
but this is reality, this is the world
when there is people, there will be conflicts n there will be politics
you cant escape from it. maybe we all grew up in a shelter environment, but look, this is how the world is. can u tell me where on earth can u find a place, or a group of people without conflicts? no right? even in a family, or even between two person, there will surely have conflicts. and what do you do with them? just because you are tired from all the crappy politics and you escape from it? you choose to run away?? NO, this is not the right way to do things. you think running away )not coming for practice n training) will help to improve on the situation. think about it, does it help, or does it do more harm?
your third question, stopped and asked why are people leaving society. i can truthfully tell you that i did. since the sns peroiod, till now, constantly thinking about this question. and i will always go back to this point. it takes two hand to clap. those ppl that quit are often those MIA ppl, and because they are MIA, they dont spend much time with the usual gang of ppl. so we not so close to them. and as a result, they feel like extras, n they want to quit? (this could just be one reason)
some ppl quit cause they have other more important commitment
for me, i personally have the thought of quiting too, my reason for quiting is cause, i m tired of the conflicts.
but in my opinion, quiting wont solve any prob. and FOC is just what less than 10 days away. u want to quit and waste ur entire year of training? (maybe not the whole year since u also dont always go training)
your heart is not here, then with who? pearle?
well, ask ur heart, what do u really expect to get from this cca? for me, is really to run FOC and make changes to our ppl life, just like how FOC09/10 changed my life.(main reason why i join) and now, the reason why i stay on is cause of all the gls. we had endure so many trainings, sns, oda, otc, trail camp, training camp. spend so much time with u all.
think about it, is it really stupid? and boring.