my brain is officially malfunctioning. im doing things that i dunno why the heck im doing it for.

okay. i just think my voice sucks big time now. like literally? i can't carry a freaking tune anymore and its so dam irratating.

singing more than words for the performance, seriously, i wanna puke at my own singing -.- i go outta tune _l_ and all the crap comes out -.- like 2 years ago i never even know what outta tune was cause i never went outta tune and now? im screwing up. dam. my primes over -.- now im just a failed musician. so symbolic, just like les chorites, clement mathieu.

i need a long break.