Thursday, July 30, 2009

scandels and the like.........

this wk. its been hectic like last wk.

just rmbed, on mon, after dinner, me and hl was on the mrt talking, then we were talking bout going overseas to do some volunteer work etc. there was this guy who asked me, whats ur belief. then i said christian. thereafter he said, if u go there do not terrorize their beliefs. i went wdh???

then today -.- went back to school for a few minutes, cher said called us back to do survey -.- ive finished it like way long ago -.-lll then ipc was practically playing pvz and i did cats ppt and mol, didn't even do a single qn and i gave up. couldn't think. mind block-.- then ate dinner, dam early one, then went home. dam sianz sia...

yeech. sour honey mixture -.- just like a bgr. when and where and why did i even come up with the notion of wanting to try out for one? we go to sch to study. not to do such crap which shouldn't be happening yet? its been poping up like daily recently, all this crap is seriously making me feel queasy. and this morning, something from my pri sch days popped out unexpectedly.clive asked me whether i knew charlene and somehow and i dunno how the heck, he knew bout the scandel-.--.--.--.--.--.- and i stupidly also mentioned that i had the same scandel at the tuition center, where we attend the same class -.- shit happens.....again.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

yesterday, something that piss ppl off.

today. or should i say yesterday. was one freaking peice of shit. ipc prac, lol. i became jb, and jb became zc.
during bio prac test. like wadthebluddyshit? lloyd alr not in gd md since 6 something was there till 6 in lab. butwadthebluddyheck??? i did the stupid thingy 4 times, 5th time then tell me i see wrongly. i rmb wongly, thought the spore was the dots. forgot we were talkin bout mycelium and not bluddy bacteria. thereafter the fking, pardon the colourful phrases, f-up microscope, did gram test, wa lao wei. the stupid microscope cannot see, turn this turn that, do all the correct procedures also cannot see -.- how i know is correct procedure? cause i move to another bench, the microscope, i use the same techniques, less than 5 mins, got my results -.- wasted like 25 mins. helped christine and muni, christine i think i saw just crayon markings, no bacteria, muni is got bacteria, but cannot focus till razor sharp for some reason. anyway lsct society.

dirty! lolol first was toothpaste, i had to get toothpaste from someone's foot, on my thigh, pass it to qy who was on forehead, then thereafter we swop places. quite -.- it spiced my thigh afterwards. then my hair, lolol like got gel lidat. the dam toothpaste, was stuck in my hair lol. then use leg to get scrabble pieces out -.- kinda retarded. lolol. i think its a challange to come up with un dirty games. dirty games are all soo..... i dunno? standard? u can more or less know what can come out using wad. the same old stuff.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

grown

just a few months and ive grown further more. my depth of thought is deeper than before, my analysing skills are being honed daily, im learning how to deal with situations maturely, controlling my emotions and not let them control me. thats i think a brilliant start besides the sucky results in academic and cca areas.
now i know im really over her. :) i feel stressed now. no longer emo or wadsoeva. got so many things to do! dam....

Monday, July 27, 2009

lol. im a warm water bottle.
okay. some people make me , gonna use a chimm word today, cathartic people like miss aw who came over to my sch today, of course the old clique, the even older choir clique in pri sch, the churchies and oh course my little nephews and neices. lol

-.- am i that amusing? or rather are my reactions that funny? excerpt from a bro's gf's blog. XD Kai En saw us holding hands and his expression was PRICELESS. XD Think STUNNED OUT OF MY HEAD face. HAHAHAHAHA (the end) lol. maybe. vid calls with people make them laugh -.- i dunno how or what. or even why? lol. today was weird. no cell in the end. -.- like what the heck? i feel outta place. no longer part of the class or something lidat. though im like very very very much closer with some people in the class, but i feel that its getting serious. ARGH! i need to undergo catharsis! like now??!?!?

Sunday, July 26, 2009

you are the peace that guards my heart,
my help in time of need;
you are the hope that leads me on,
and brings me to my knees.
for there i find you waiting,
and there i find release;
so, with all my heart i'll worship,
and unto you i'll sing.

chorus:
for you along deserve all glory,
for you alone deserve all praise
father, we worship and adore you.
father, we long to see your face.
for you along deserve all glory,
for you alone deserve all praise
father, we love you,
and we worship you this day.

falalalala im in a gd mood! lol. for the first time since i have no idea, prob last sat. my cher's talking a buffer system, and im seriously dunno. i think its gonna break in half. or in more peices. within a few more days/months. too much. the intra thing is like ................... shit man. here i am, looking there. somehow i feel envious. lol. thats prob a first. anyway, im happy. lol. retook that mentality, if shes happy, im happy. (: thanks si yun, for tt.:)